Today’s Reading: Mark 14:66-72, 16:14; Luke 22:54b-62, 24:12; John 18:12-27, 20:3-10, and 21:15-25

It was Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and several other women who told the apostles what had happened. But the story sounded like nonsense to the men, so they didn’t believe it. However, Peter jumped up and ran to the tomb to look. Stooping, he peered in and saw the empty linen wrappings; then he went home again, wondering what had happened. – Luke 24:10-12

HE WAS LOOKING FOR JESUS

What was going through Peter’s mind as he stood inside the empty tomb? Was he reminded of his denial as he walked away in bewilderment? He had come looking for his friend but Jesus was nowhere to be found. There was so much he wanted to say — so much he wanted to apologize for. Perhaps his mind went back to the broken promises he had made to Jesus.

Simon Peter asked, “Lord, where are you going?”
And Jesus replied, “You can’t go with me now, but you will follow me later.”
“But why can’t I come now, Lord?” he asked. “I’m ready to die for you.”
Jesus answered, “Die for me? I tell you the truth, Peter – before the rooster crows tomorrow, you will deny three times that you even know me.” – John 13:36-38

And that is exactly what happened. While Jesus was being questioned in front of the high priest, Peter was in the courtyard being asked if he was one of Jesus’ disciples. “No,” he said, “I am not” (John 18:17b). As Simon Peter stood by the fire to warm himself, he was asked again if he was a disciple of Jesus. He denied it again but someone there recognized him from the olive grove where Jesus was arrested. Again Peter denied it and immediately a rooster crowed (John 18:25-27).

Can you relate to how Peter must have been feeling at this moment? I have some memories I regret — moments when I should have responded differently or spoken up for Jesus. I have missed opportunities to represent Jesus in a situation. I know the feeling of guilt when the Holy Spirit tugs on my heart to do something and I freeze, the moment lost forever. I know all too well the feeling of realizing I have sinned and I need Jesus’ forgiveness, even though I do not deserve it. Because Peter was an emotional and passionate man, I imagine he experienced all of this to a higher degree than I can comprehend.

HE NEEDED TO TALK TO JESUS.

After Jesus’ resurrection from the dead, he appeared to his disciples and said the words that must have been like salve on Peter’s wounds, “Peace be with you” (John 20:19). Yes, peace was exactly what Peter had been without for three days and exactly what he needed from Jesus.

Then he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone’s sins, they are forgiven. If you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.” – John 20:22

Peter had experienced the privilege of watching almost every moment of Jesus’ ministry – the healings, the sermons, sins forgiven, the false accusations – and yet he denied Jesus on that dreadful Friday afternoon when His Savior needed him the most. And now Jesus was giving the man who needed forgiveness the ability to forgive. Did Peter feel unworthy of this gift? Was this conversation with Jesus in response to Peter’s need for restoration?

Jesus asked Peter three questions and allowed him to individually answer each of the three questions. He gave Peter the opportunity to state his commitment to Christ three times, just as he had denied Jesus three times.

After breakfast Jesus asked Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?”
“Yes, Lord,” Peter replied, “you know I love you.”
“Then feed my lambs,” Jesus told him.
Jesus repeated the question: “Simon son of John, do you love me?”
“Yes, Lord,” Peter said, “you know I love you.”
“Then take care of my sheep,” Jesus said.
A third time he asked him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”
Peter was hurt that Jesus asked the question a third time. He said, “Lord, you know everything. You know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Then feed my sheep.” – John 21:15-17

HIS FEAR WAS REPLACED WITH BOLDNESS.
HIS SHAME WAS REPLACED WITH PEACE.
HIS DENIAL WAS REPLACED WITH COMMITMENT.

Lord, you know everything — every moment we regret, every sinful decision we have made. Knowing all, you still choose to forgive us. And because you are a gracious and kind God, you give us opportunities to replace our denial with a declaration of my faith.

Lord, we respond to your call — feed my lambs, take care of my sheep, feed my sheep. Although each of us have a different call on our lives, all of us are called to care for others in some way. Jesus, help us move beyond the feelings of unworthiness produced by our guilt and shame. Give us the boldness to proclaim our love for you and faithfully commit to your call on our life — to feed your sheep! Amen.

Today’s Reading: John 19:25-27

Standing near the cross were Jesus’ mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary (the wife of Clopas), and Mary Magdalene. – John 19:25

Luke tells us that there was a small group of women who often followed Jesus from town to town along with the disciples. Each had their own personal story of how Jesus had healed them of disease or freed them from the evil spirits that were controlling their lives. They were so thankful for what Jesus had done in their lives that they gave sacrificially in order to help support the ministry of Jesus. Among these women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna the wife of the manager of Herod’s household, and Susanna (Luke 8:1-3).

At the foot of the cross, we again see a small group of women who faithfully stayed by Jesus’ side, even in his death. While others were running in fear, these women were ministering to the needs of Jesus’ mother as she watched her son suffer. Again we see Mary Magdalene, along with Jesus’ aunt and Mary the wife of Clopas.

When Jesus saw his mother standing there beside the disciple he loved, he said to her, “Dear woman, here is your son.” And he said to this disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from then on this disciple took her into his home. – John 19:26-27

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD TAKE CARE OF HIS MOTHER FROM THE CROSS?

I cannot imagine the deep sorrow Mary was experiencing as she sat at the foot of the cross, but I do know the love of a mother for her child. Studies show that there is no grief as intense as the loss of a child; not even the loss of a spouse surpasses the sorrow of losing a son or daughter.

When the angel Gabriel had appeared to Mary to let her know she would conceive and give birth to a son, Mary had no idea the joy this baby boy would bring her. She did not know what it would be like to watch him grow and hunger for the study of scripture. I imagine she was a proud parent as she listened to him teach and watched him heal those who were brought to him. As a mother, I imagine she also worried when she saw how the religious leaders challenged him and tried to trap him with their questions.

THE LORD IS WITH YOU!

The angel had said, “Greetings, favored woman! The Lord is with you!” (Luke 1:28). Mary had found favor with God! What must that have felt like to be the one chosen to be the mother of God’s son. Perhaps the memory of that day played through her mind as she watched the son she loved dying on the cross.

Confused and disturbed, Mary tried to think what the angel could mean. “Don’t be afraid, Mary,” the angel told her, “for you have found favor with God! You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you will name him Jesus. He will be very great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his ancestor David. And he will reign over Israel forever; his Kingdom will never end!” – Luke 1:29-33

Confused and disturbed — these are adjectives that could probably be used to describe Mary as she watched Jesus’ crucifixion. The angel had said he would be very great, and he was! The angel said he would reign forever, so why was he dying? Did Mary understand that his death did not mean that his Kingdom was coming to end? Perhaps she remembered back to the words of Simeon on the day she and Joseph had presented their baby to the Lord, as the law required. The Holy Spirit was on Simeon that day as he held Jesus in his arms and celebrated the coming of the Messiah.

Then Simeon blessed them, and he said to Mary, the baby’s mother, “This child is destined to cause many in Israel to fall, and many others to rise. He has been sent as a sign from God, but many will oppose him. As a result, the deepest thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your very soul.” – Luke 2:34-35

BUT HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN?

This question Mary asked the angel when he prophesied the birth of Jesus seems to fit well in today’s passage. Scripture does not tell us what Mary was saying as she grieved at the foot of the cross; we do not know what she was thinking or the questions she was asking. But Mary knew God to be faithful. The angel had told Mary that the word of God will never fail, and I imagine she was holding onto those words as she experienced the deepest grief she had ever known.

Mary responded, “I am the Lord’s servant. May everything you have said about me come true.” And then the angel left her. – Luke 1:38

When Mary accepted God’s plan for her life, she accepted everything that would come with it. Her pregnancy before the engagement was over would be talked about; her character would be questioned. But Mary took each moment in Jesus’ life and pondered them in her heart, thinking about them often (Luke 2:19).

Jesus had brought great joy into her life, and the world had brought great sorrow. This same dichotomy is felt by us today. But when we receive Jesus as our Savior, we accept everything that God has planned for us, while acknowledging the reality that we are in the world but not of it. So as we soak in the remembrance of what Jesus did for us on that Friday long ago, let us take this time to recommit our hearts to the highs and lows of this spiritual journey.

The Lord is with us! The word of God will never fail, and his Kingdom will never end!

Today’s Reading: Mark 15:22-32, Luke 23:26-43, John 19:17-22

So they took Jesus away. Carrying the cross by himself, he went to the place called Place of the Skull (in Hebrew, Golgotha). – John 19:16b-17

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD WALK THIS ROAD?

After the beating he had received, it is hard to fathom that he would even have the strength to bear the weight of the cross. Imagine the pain of the wood against the open sores on his back; imagine the pain of the thorns digging deeper into his head. This walk to Golgotha would have been physically painful, but also spiritually heavy as he carried not only his cross but mine.

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD CARRY MY CROSS?

They led Jesus away, walking up a road leading to the place called Golgotha. At one point, the soldiers either had some compassion for Jesus or they became impatient with how long it was taking our wounded Lord to carry the cross. They seized a man named Simon who was walking by, and they made him carry the cross behind Jesus. A large crowd followed, including many grief-stricken women. Even in that awful moment, Jesus had compassion on the broken-hearted following this procession.

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD CARE FOR THOSE WHO MOURN?

But Jesus turned and said to them, “Daughters of Jerusalem, don’t weep for me, but weep for yourselves and for your children. For the days are coming when they will say, ‘Fortunate indeed are the women who are childless, the wombs that have not borne a child and the breasts that have never nursed.’ People will beg the mountains, ‘Fall on us,’ and plead with the hills, ‘Bury us.’ For if these things are done when the tree is green, what will happen when it is dry?” – Luke 23:28-31

If this could take place while the Messiah himself was in their presence — the promised Messiah the Jews had been waiting for generation after generation — what kind of evil would take place after Jesus was gone? This prophecy of what was to come had a tone of concern. Jesus loved the people he was about to leave behind; he loved those he had done life with over the last three years.

And they brought Jesus to a place called Golgotha (which means “Place of the Skull”). They offered him wine drugged with myrrh, but he refused it.

Then the soldiers nailed him to the cross. They divided his clothes and threw dice to decide who would get each piece…

The people passing by shouted abuse, shaking their heads in mockery. “Ha! Look at you now!” they yelled at him. “You said you were going to destroy the Temple and rebuild it in three days. Well then, save yourself and come down from the cross!” – Mark 15:22-30

Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing.” – Luke 23:34

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD FORGIVE?

The crowd watched and the leaders scoffed. “He saved others,” they said, “let him save himself if he is really God’s Messiah, the Chosen One.” The soldiers mocked him, too, by offering him a drink of sour wine. – Luke 23:35-36

One of the criminals hanging beside him scoffed, “So you’re the Messiah, are you? Prove it by saving yourself—and us, too, while you’re at it!”

But the other criminal protested, “Don’t you fear God even when you have been sentenced to die? We deserve to die for our crimes, but this man hasn’t done anything wrong.” Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your Kingdom.”

And Jesus replied, “I assure you, today you will be with me in paradise.” – Luke 23:39-43

Again, the compassion of Jesus is on display. Even while he was suffering, he was thinking of the purpose for which he was dying – salvation. The same Jesus who took the time to heal a blind man and then tell him to go and sin no more was now redeeming the life of the criminal beside him. This reveals to us the heart of our Savior; this shows us just how much he loves us. It shows us that he is willing to redeem even that part of our story we are most ashamed of.

Father God, thank you for sending your Son to die for our sins. Jesus, thank you for all you suffered in order that we may experience salvation. Spirit, remind us throughout this week of the LOVE we are so blessed to experience each day. Guide us, teach us, lead us, fill us. Amen.

Today’s Reading: Mark 15:16-20, John 19:23-24

So Pilate sentenced Jesus to die as they demanded. As they had requested, he released Barabbas, the man in prison for insurrection and murder. But he turned Jesus over to them to do as they wished. – Luke 23:24-25

Today’s verses are very difficult to read. I often find myself skimming over them and moving on to the road to Golgotha, but today I am going to sit here and consider how Jesus suffered for me — how he suffered for you. Each of the gospels tells the story a little differently, but each shows the suffering Jesus endured in order to offer us the joy of salvation.

The soldiers took Jesus into the courtyard of the governor’s headquarters (called the Praetorium) and called out the entire regiment. They dressed him in a purple robe, and they wove thorn branches into a crown and put it on his head. Then they saluted him and taunted, “Hail! King of the Jews!” And they struck him on the head with a reed stick, spit on him, and dropped to their knees in mock worship. When they were finally tired of mocking him, they took off the purple robe and put his own clothes on him again. Then they led him away to be crucified. – Mark 15:16-20

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD FACE HUMILIATION?

He was innocent, yet they treated him as if he was guilty. He was sinless, yet willing to carry our sins. He had so much more to offer the world than they were willing to receive, yet he gave of himself in order that they could experience eternal life.

When the soldiers had crucified Jesus, they divided his clothes among the four of them. They also took his robe, but it was seamless, woven in one piece from top to bottom. So they said, “Rather than tearing it apart, let’s throw dice for it.” This fulfilled the Scripture that says, “They divided my garments among themselves and threw dice for my clothing.” So that is what they did. – John 19:23-24

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS THAT HE WOULD SUFFER AND DIE?

Some of the governor’s soldiers took Jesus into their headquarters and called out the entire regiment. They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him. They wove thorn branches into a crown and put it on his head, and they placed a reed stick in his right hand as a scepter. Then they knelt before him in mockery and taunted, “Hail! King of the Jews!” And they spit on him and grabbed the stick and struck him on the head with it. When they were finally tired of mocking him, they took off the robe and put his own clothes on him again. Then they led him away to be crucified. – Matthew 27:27-31

Through all of the humiliation and torture, Jesus spoke of forgiveness. He did not just die for the sins of the masses, he died for those who were inflicting pain. He died for those who demanded his crucifixion, and he forgave those who mocked him. If he can forgive those who tortured him, imagine how willing he is to forgive you.

Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing.” – Luke 23:34

These few portions of scripture are difficult to read. It is hard to read about the pain Jesus suffered for us. It is hard to comprehend that a holy God could love a sinful people enough to send His very own son to be mocked, tortured and crucified. It is often more than we can fathom or wrap our minds around. But we must understand that Jesus died for us so that we can receive all that He has for us. We cannot celebrate his resurrection without acknowledging his crucifixion.

This is a trustworthy saying:
If we die with him,
we will also live with him.
If we endure hardship,
we will reign with him.
If we deny him,
he will deny us.
If we are unfaithful,
he remains faithful,
for he cannot deny who he is. – 2 Timothy 2:11-13

Jesus, thank you so much for receiving all the punishment that we deserved. Thank you for willingly dying as a penalty for our sins. As we consider how you suffered, it makes it a little easier for us to bear what we are going through today. Lord, we long for the day when we will see you face to face. May you be glorified through our lives every day. We love you. Amen.

Dear friends, don’t be surprised at the fiery trials you are going through, as if something strange were happening to you. Instead, be very glad—for these trials make you partners with Christ in his suffering, so that you will have the wonderful joy of seeing his glory when it is revealed to all the world. – 1 Peter 4:12-13

Today’s Reading: Mark 15:12-15,Luke 23:20-25, John 19:1-16; 1 Samuel 8:10-21 and 10:17-27

Then Pilate had Jesus flogged with a lead-tipped whip. The soldiers wove a crown of thorns and put it on his head, and they put a purple robe on him. “Hail! King of the Jews!” they mocked, as they slapped him across the face.

Pilate went outside again and said to the people, “I am going to bring him out to you now, but understand clearly that I find him not guilty.” Then Jesus came out wearing the crown of thorns and the purple robe. And Pilate said, “Look, here is the man!” – John 19:1-5

NOT GUILTY

Pilate had talked with Jesus and could honestly say he found no reason to crucify him. He argued with the Jewish leaders but the crowd kept yelling for Jesus to be crucified. He went back inside and talked to Jesus again. John 19:8 says that Pilate was frightened by the response of the crowd, and Luke 23:20 says that Pilate wanted to release Jesus. He seemed to be looking for a way out of this situation.

“Why don’t you talk to me?” Pilate demanded. “Don’t you realize that I have the power to release you or crucify you?”
Then Jesus said, “You would have no power over me at all unless it were given to you from above. So the one who handed me over to you has the greater sin.”
Then Pilate tried to release him, but the Jewish leaders shouted, “If you release this man, you are no ‘friend of Caesar.’ Anyone who declares himself a king is a rebel against Caesar.” – John 19:10-12

Jesus was giving his life in order to bear the penalty of sin, and yet the people continued to deny him and cry out for his death. He was the Son of God and he was the King of Kings, but he was rejected by those he had come to save. He had healed them when they were sick, delivered them from their bondage, and fed the multitudes, and yet there would be no justice for him. Jesus, who was the truth, was not given the protection of the truth. Jesus, who was without sin, was accused and condemned in order to become the atonement for our sins.

For the third time he demanded, “Why? What crime has he committed? I have found no reason to sentence him to death. So I will have him flogged, and then I will release him.”
But the mob shouted louder and louder, demanding that Jesus be crucified, and their voices prevailed. So Pilate sentenced Jesus to die as they demanded. As they had requested, he released Barabbas, the man in prison for insurrection and murder. But he turned Jesus over to them to do as they wished. – Luke 23:22-25

Unjustly condemned, he was led away. – Isaiah 53:8a

But Pilate seemed to know who he was handing over to be crucified. It didn’t matter to him that the people and the Jewish leaders were rejecting Jesus, he knew who Jesus was and he was determined to make it known. As was the custom, he had a sign made to hang over each man being crucified. Over Jesus the sign read, “Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews.” The soldiers mocked Jesus, placing a crown of thorns on his head and purple robe on his back – “Hail! King of the Jews!”

Once more the leading priests, men appointed by God to lead His people in sacrificial worship, led the people in their rejection of the promised Messiah saying, “Change it from ‘The King of the Jews’ to ‘He said, I am the King of the Jews.’” Pilate stubbornly refused, “No, what I have written, I have written” (John 19:19-22).

God’s people stubbornly refused to acknowledge His Son as their King at the same time that Pilate stubbornly refused to acknowledge Him as anything but the King of the Jews. Just as they rejected God as their King, demanding an earthly king instead, they were now rejecting His Son, the Messiah.

“Give us a king to judge us like all the other nations have.”
Samuel was displeased with their request and went to the Lord for guidance. “Do everything they say to you,” the Lord replied, “for it is me they are rejecting, not you. They don’t want me to be their king any longer.” – 1 Samuel 8:5-7

Later Samuel called all the people of Israel to meet before the Lord at Mizpah. And he said, “This is what the Lord, the God of Israel, has declared: I brought you from Egypt and rescued you from the Egyptians and from all the nations that were oppressing you. But though I have rescued you from your misery and distress, you have rejected your God today and have said, ‘No, we want a king instead!’” – 1 Samuel 10:17-19a

LORD WITH A CAPITAL L

According to Webster, a synonym for “king” is “lord” — one having power or authority over others (https://www.merriam-webster.com). Again, when capitalized, the word “Lord” means God or Christ. So, I have to ask myself today — how good of a job am I doing capitalizing God in my life? I can say God is King of my life but am I truly letting go of control and letting him rule my life? If I am going to claim Jesus as Lord of my life, his power and authority must be evidenced in the decisions I make, the words I say, and the impact of my life.

As we study the passion and resurrection of Christ this week, may God do something new in each of our hearts. May our understanding increase, and may we be brought closer in our relationship with our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He gets to be in charge, He is the authority, and this morning we bow in reverence to His majesty.

Today’s Reading: Mark 15:1-11, Luke 19:45-48 and 23:1-19, John 18:28-40

WHO IS THE KING?

According to the Merriam-Webster dictionary, a king is a “male monarch of a major territorial unit, especially one whose position is hereditary and who rules for life; or a paramount chief” (https://www.merriam-webster.com). If the word king is capitalized, it is by definition God or Christ. This dictionary actually offers 7 different definitions including the playing card, the chess piece, the crowned checker, and a kind of salmon.

Defining who had the title King of the Jews was the argument surrounding the trial of Jesus Christ. Pilate asked Jesus if he was King of the Jews, and Jesus answered him with confidence.

“My Kingdom is not an earthly kingdom. If it were, my followers would fight to keep me from being handed over to the Jewish leaders. But my Kingdom is not of this world.”
Pilate said, “So, you are a king?”
Jesus responded, “You say I am king. Actually, I was born and came into the world to testify to the truth. All who love the truth recognize that what I say is true.”
“What is truth?” Pilate asked. – John 18:36-38a

WHAT IS TRUTH?

What a profound question for Pilate to ask. It seems to reveal the inner struggle of this Roman leader. He had power and authority; he was surrounded by servants and soldiers. Yet Pilate seemed to know he had not found the answer to the question — What is truth?

When he found out that Jesus was a Galilean, he seemed relieved to pass Jesus on to Herod Antipas. After all, Herod was in Jerusalem at the time. Let him solve the question of whether or not Jesus was the King of the Jews.

Herod was more than happy for the opportunity to meet this Jesus he had heard so much about. It had been his hope for a while to see Jesus perform a miracle. Rather than seeing Jesus as the truth, Herod saw him as a source of entertainment. But when he couldn’t get Jesus to perform for him and play his game, he lost his patience and found a new way to have some fun.

He asked Jesus question after question, but Jesus refused to answer. Meanwhile, the leading priests and the teachers of religious law stood there shouting their accusations. Then Herod and his soldiers began mocking and ridiculing Jesus. Finally, they put a royal robe on him and sent him back to Pilate. (Herod and Pilate, who had been enemies before, became friends that day.) – Luke 23:9-12

These two earthly leaders showed no respect for the true King. They took the authority and power that men had given them and used it against the only one who had the right to sit on a throne. Jesus did not resist or argue, because he had already decided he was willing to pay the penalty for our sins.

He was oppressed and treated harshly,
yet he never said a word.
He was led like a lamb to the slaughter.
And as a sheep is silent before the shearers,
he did not open his mouth. – Isaiah 53:7

This morning I asked myself the same question Pilate asked — What is truth? If I am being honest with myself, have I capitalized Jesus in my life? I can say Jesus is the King of my life, but do my actions reflect my submission. Am I truly letting go of control and allowing King Jesus to be in charge? I can claim Him as Lord of my life, but is His power or authority evidenced in the decisions I will make today?

I want God’s Kingship to be evidenced not only in my words but in my actions. I want to look back and see where He has brought me from and from what He has rescued me. He gets to be in charge, He gets all the authority, and it is to Him that I bow in reverence this morning as I enjoy my morning coffee with my King and my Lord!

Then Pilate called together the leading priests and other religious leaders, along with the people, and he announced his verdict. “You brought this man to me, accusing him of leading a revolt. I have examined him thoroughly on this point in your presence and find him innocent. Herod came to the same conclusion and sent him back to us. Nothing this man has done calls for the death penalty. So I will have him flogged, and then I will release him.”

Then a mighty roar rose from the crowd, and with one voice they shouted, “Kill him, and release Barabbas to us!” – Luke 23:13-18

Today’s Reading: Matthew 26:31-35,57-75 and 27:1-10; Mark 14:66-72, Luke 22:54-65, John 18:15-18,25-27

On the way, Jesus told them, “Tonight all of you will desert me. For the Scriptures say,
‘God will strike the Shepherd,
and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.’
But after I have been raised from the dead, I will go ahead of you to Galilee and meet you there.”

Peter declared, “Even if everyone else deserts you, I will never desert you.”

Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, Peter—this very night, before the rooster crows, you will deny three times that you even know me.”

“No!” Peter insisted. “Even if I have to die with you, I will never deny you!” And all the other disciples vowed the same. – Matthew 26:31-35

PETER DECLARED HIS LOYALTY

Peter’s response was so genuine. I truly believe he had no intention of denying that he was one of Jesus’ closest friends. He loved him dearly. When he said he would die for Jesus, I believe he meant it. So what happened between this declaration of loyalty and the denial? What caused Peter to behave differently than he predicted he would?

Jesus was led to the home of Caiaphas, the high priest, and all of the teachers of religious law and elders gathered around him. The disciples had scattered but Peter followed from a distance, slipping into the high priest’s courtyard to see what was happening to Jesus.

The leading priests and high council had been searching for someone who would testify against Jesus, and they had found two men who took a statement Jesus had made and used it out of context. “This man said, ‘I am able to destroy the Temple of God and rebuild it in three days.’” (Matthew 26:61).

The high priest demanded that Jesus explain himself, but he remained silent. Then the high priest demanded, in the name of God, that Jesus tell them if he was the Messiah, the Son of God.

Jesus replied, “You have said it. And in the future you will see the Son of Man seated in the place of power at God’s right hand and coming on the clouds of heaven.”

Then the high priest tore his clothing to show his horror and said, “Blasphemy! Why do we need other witnesses? You have all heard his blasphemy. What is your verdict?”

“Guilty!” they shouted. “He deserves to die!”

Then they began to spit in Jesus’ face and beat him with their fists. And some slapped him, jeering, “Prophesy to us, you Messiah! Who hit you that time?” – Matthew 26:64-68

I imagine Peter could hear what was happening from the courtyard; he could hear the outrage of the accusations, the verdict of guilt, and the sound of each blow to Jesus’ body. He was probably in disbelief that this was really happening. I imagine his heart was pounding and his mind racing. It was too much to take in. Peter was human and he was probably experiencing all the emotions we would if the person we loved most in the world was being assaulted and condemned to die. His grief was interrupted by the sound of a young girl asking him a question. He was not prepared to answer her; he allowed fear to take over as he did the exact thing Jesus said he would.

A servant girl came over and said to him, “You were one of those with Jesus the Galilean.”
But Peter denied it in front of everyone. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said. – Matthew 26:69b-70

Time passed before another servant girl approached Peter. This time she spoke to those around her, declaring that Peter had been with Jesus of Nazareth. They were by the gate at this point, which tells us Peter had put some distance between himself and what was happening inside. Perhaps there was something inside of him that wanted to run, yet something within him that compelled him to stay.

PETER WAS PUTTING DISTANCE BETWEEN HIMSELF AND JESUS.

Peter denied knowing Jesus again. Time passed. Another bystander walked over to Peter, insisting that Peter was one of Jesus’ followers. His Galilean accent had given him away. This time Peter answered strongly.

Peter swore, “A curse on me if I’m lying—I don’t know the man!” And immediately the rooster crowed.
Suddenly, Jesus’ words flashed through Peter’s mind: “Before the rooster crows, you will deny three times that you even know me.” And he went away, weeping bitterly. – Matthew 26:74-75

It was done. He had betrayed his closest friend and it could not be undone. He walked away — away from the pressure of the accusations and away from the Master he had proclaimed he would die for. Judas was feeling a similar remorse, because the next morning he took the 30 pieces of silver back to the leading priests and elders in hopes of undoing the mess he had made. He declared that Jesus was innocent, but it was too late. He threw down the coins, went out and hung himself (27:5).

The weight of our sin can cause us to behave in ways we never thought we would. The recognition that we have been unfaithful to God can change the trajectory of our life. But please know today, my friend, that we serve a God of mercy who longs to restore you to a right relationship with Him. He loves you so much that He sent His only Son to die on a cross for you. His love for you is so great that He is willing to clothe you in His righteousness in order to draw you into His presence. Bring all your fear and regret to the Lord, and experience His forgiveness. His grace is abundant and His arms are open wide in invitation. Don’t run away; don’t punish yourself. Allow the One who is worthy to make something beautiful out of your story.

PETER ALLOWED GOD TO REDEEM HIS STORY.

Peter replied, “Each of you must repent of your sins and turn to God, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. Then you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. This promise is to you, to your children, and to those far away—all who have been called by the Lord our God.” Then Peter continued preaching for a long time, strongly urging all his listeners, “Save yourselves from this crooked generation!” Those who believed what Peter said were baptized and added to the church that day—about 3,000 in all. – Acts 2:38-41

Today’s Reading: Matthew 22:15-46; 26:1-30,36-56

But when the Pharisees heard that he had silenced the Sadducees with his reply, they met together to question him again. One of them, an expert in religious law, tried to trap him with this question: “Teacher, which is the most important commandment in the law of Moses?”

Jesus replied, “‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. A second is equally important: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ The entire law and all the demands of the prophets are based on these two commandments.” – Matthew 22:34-40

The leaders of the church were trying to trap Jesus, and yet he gave them an answer that could have changed their lives. To focus on our own love for God and the degree to which we are living that love out with all of our heart, soul, and mind — this is what God commands of us. When we truly love God, our love for Him shows up in our love for others. Loving others is a great way to live out our love for God! When we do for others, we are doing for Jesus; when we neglect to respond to the needs of those around us, we are neglecting Him. The leaders of the church missed the value of what Jesus was saying and instead plotted to capture and kill him (26:3-4). He was speaking of love but they were focused on hate.

Meanwhile, Jesus was in Bethany at the home of Simon, a man who had previously had leprosy. While he was eating, a woman came in with a beautiful alabaster jar of expensive perfume and poured it over his head.

The disciples were indignant when they saw this. “What a waste!” they said. “It could have been sold for a high price and the money given to the poor.”

But Jesus, aware of this, replied, “Why criticize this woman for doing such a good thing to me? You will always have the poor among you, but you will not always have me. She has poured this perfume on me to prepare my body for burial. I tell you the truth, wherever the Good News is preached throughout the world, this woman’s deed will be remembered and discussed.” – Matthew 26:6-13

While eating at the home of a man whom Jesus had healed, a woman whom Jesus had forgiven came in and generously poured out her love for Jesus by anointing him with expensive perfume. But the disciples missed the value of this authentic offering and instead focused on the extravagance of the gift. They had the opportunity to celebrate the love of Jesus but instead allowed themselves to be distracted by the earthly value of the gift.

Then Judas Iscariot, one of the twelve disciples, went to the leading priests and asked, “How much will you pay me to betray Jesus to you?” And they gave him thirty pieces of silver. From that time on, Judas began looking for an opportunity to betray Jesus. – Matthew 26:14-16

Judas’ life was changed the day he became one of the disciples of Jesus, but his heart did not. He had witnessed the love of Jesus in every healing, every story, and every interaction, yet his focus was still on himself and what he wanted. He betrayed the one who had given him so much in order to gain so little of what the world could offer him.

On the first day of the Festival of Unleavened Bread, Jesus sent the disciples into the city to prepare the Passover meal. That evening, Jesus joined them at the table. During the meal, he told them that one of them would betray him. One by one they asked Jesus if they were the one. Lastly, Judas asked the question he already knew the answer to.

Judas, the one who would betray him, also asked, “Rabbi, am I the one?”
And Jesus told him, “You have said it.” – Matthew 26:25

After dinner, they went out to the Mount of Olives. Jesus asked his disciples to keep watch and pray while he went on ahead to spend time praying to His Father. Three times he came back to find them sleeping.

Then he came to the disciples and said, “Go ahead and sleep. Have your rest. But look—the time has come. The Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Up, let’s be going. Look, my betrayer is here!”

And even as Jesus said this, Judas, one of the twelve disciples, arrived with a crowd of men armed with swords and clubs. They had been sent by the leading priests and elders of the people. The traitor, Judas, had given them a prearranged signal: “You will know which one to arrest when I greet him with a kiss.” So Judas came straight to Jesus. “Greetings, Rabbi!” he exclaimed and gave him the kiss.

Jesus said, “My friend, go ahead and do what you have come for.” – Matthew 26:45-50a

Jesus taught us that the greatest commandment is to love God with all of your heart, soul, and mind, and to love your neighbor as yourself. Then he demonstrated what love looks like. To share a meal with the one who is about to betray you is love. To call him friend the moment after he greets you with a kiss of betrayal — that’s what love looks like. To die for the sins of those who have sinned against you is the ultimate demonstration of love.

Jesus, thank you for all that you continue to teach us about love. May we gain a deeper understanding this year of what it means to love God with all our heart, all our soul, and all our mind, and may that love be beautifully demonstrated in our love towards others. That you would call us your friends even after we have sinned against you is a beautiful, undeserved gift. Show us, teach us, lead us, grow us. We long to be filled with who you are so that we no longer get caught up in all that has earthly value. May this season of life bring us a new level of understanding of what love looks like. Amen.

Today’s Reading: John 17:22-26; Psalm 133

“I have given them the glory you gave me, so they may be one as we are one. I am in them and you are in me. May they experience such perfect unity that the world will know that you sent me and that you love them as much as you love me. Father, I want these whom you have given me to be with me where I am. Then they can see all the glory you gave me because you loved me even before the world began!” – John 17:22-24

MAY THEY EXPERIENCE PERFECT UNITY.

Jesus prayed that we would experience perfect unity. My first question is whether that is even possible and, if it is, what does perfect unity look like? I think the answer is in the beginning of this same passage. The only way for us to experience perfect unity is for Christ to be in each one of us, just as God is in him. When we are living out that kind of unity with our Savior, the result is unity with each other. When we remain in Him and He in us, the result is God working through us in such a way that we experience unity with others who are allowing the Spirit of God to live in them.

And why did Jesus pray for us to experience perfect unity? It was not just for the relational benefit of believers. Jesus’ desire is that the world will know that he was sent from the Father. And here’s the best part — that the world will know that God loves each one of us as much as He loves Jesus Christ, His Son. Soak in that truth for a moment. Allow the idea that God loves you that much to wash over you. Absorb the truth that you are deeply loved by the One who created you and knows everything about you.

“O righteous Father, the world doesn’t know you, but I do; and these disciples know you sent me. I have revealed you to them, and I will continue to do so. Then your love for me will be in them, and I will be in them.” – John 17:25-26

We live out a compassionate love for others because of the presence of the love of God stirring within us. We are changed from the inside out, and it shows in the way we respond to the needs of others. Unity can be achieved by anyone, but perfect harmony requires the love of God flowing from a heart that is fully surrendered to Him.

MAY THEY LIVE TOGETHER IN HARMONY.

How wonderful and pleasant it is
when brothers live together in harmony!
For harmony is as precious as the anointing oil
that was poured over Aaron’s head,
that ran down his beard
and onto the border of his robe.
Harmony is as refreshing as the dew from Mount Hermon
that falls on the mountains of Zion.
And there the Lord has pronounced his blessing,
even life everlasting. – Psalm 133

Harmony is wonderful.
Harmony is pleasant.
Harmony is precious
Harmony is refreshing.

Now these are the gifts Christ gave to the church: the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, and the pastors and teachers. Their responsibility is to equip God’s people to do his work and build up the church, the body of Christ. This will continue until we all come to such unity in our faith and knowledge of God’s Son that we will be mature in the Lord, measuring up to the full and complete standard of Christ. – Ephesians 4:11-13

Church, we need to do better at this whole unity thing. We need to let go of our personal agendas, forgive those who have trespassed against us, and stop resenting our brothers and sisters in Christ. If we are going to do the work of God and build up the church, we need to first allow the love of God to saturate us so that the Spirit can produce love through us. The only way for us to measure up to the standard of Christ is for Christ himself to be living within us. Rather than standing against each other, let’s stand together in perfect unity — so that the world may know that God’s love for them is extravagant.

Lord, thank you for this beautiful reminder of the power of Christ living within us. When relational harmony seems just out of reach, help me to see your power at work in the lives of those around me. Forgive me for holding grudges and memorizing grievances, and fill me with your extravagant love so that the world may find faith in the God I serve. When my human reaction is to embrace my hurt and wrap myself in self-pity, give me the strength to extend grace and show mercy. May the Church represent you well in our relationships so that you are glorified in everything we say and do. Amen.

Today’s Reading: John 17:13-21; Psalm 61

Jesus’ final prayer: “Now I am coming to you. I told them many things while I was with them in this world so they would be filled with my joy. I have given them your word. And the world hates them because they do not belong to the world, just as I do not belong to the world. I’m not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from the evil one. They do not belong to this world any more than I do. Make them holy by our truth; teach them your word, which is truth. Just as you sent me into the world, I am sending them into the world. And I give myself as a holy sacrifice for them so they can be made holy by your truth.” – John 17:13-19

Jesus purposefully revealed many things to his disciples while he was with them because he wanted them to be filled with his joy — the joy that comes from him. He gave them the words of God and taught them the truth that would make them holy. And in these final words of his prayer, Jesus prayed for God to protect them from this world they did not belong to.

“I don’t have much more time to talk to you, because the ruler of this world approaches. He has no power over me, but I will do what the Father requires of me, so that the world will know that I love the Father.” – John 14:30-31a

This statement Jesus had previously made to his disciples confirmed to them that Jesus had authority over the enemy, and it gives us the same confidence today. He could have overpowered Satan’s attempts to kill him. Death had no power over him, but he submitted to God’s plan in order that we could know how much God loves us, and so that we could experience that love firsthand. He who was without sin died so that we could receive the righteousness of God in our lives.

“The world’s sin is that it refuses to believe in me. Righteousness is available because I go to the Father, and you will see me no more. Judgment will come because the ruler of this world has already been judged.” – John 16:9-11

Judgment has already been rendered against Satan, but we are living in a time when our enemy is allowed to wreak havoc on this world we live in. As a result of that, our culture does not appreciate our faith and they mock the message of salvation that we hold so dear. We do not belong to the world, just as the disciples did not belong, and those who embrace the ideologies of this world hate that we won’t conform.

STAND TALL WHEN THE WORLD HATES YOU.

When I was 17 years old, I received a call from God into full-time ministry. I did not know at that time that my calling would be to those who are facing pregnancy decisions. The pregnancy help organization I have worked for since 2004 exists to provide a place for women to come to consider their options, ask questions, and learn of the support programs and resources available to them. This faith-based ministry provides a place for her to go that will not benefit financially from her decision — one that will operate with integrity, strive for excellence, and treat her with respect and compassion.

For years, the state of Illinois has gone to great lengths to close all pregnancy medical clinics that do not provide abortion. They have falsely accused us, misrepresented us, and created legislation to quiet us. Pro-choice leaders are even now actively striving to take away a woman’s right to go to a medical clinic that is not also an abortion provider. In 2023, the Attorney General was given the authority to financially cripple pregnancy help organizations in an effort to control us or close our doors, but our legal team was again able to successfully present our case in the federal court. In 2016, they created legislation to force us to present abortion as beneficial, but last month a federal court finally ruled in our favor. It was decided in that same court that we would have to start referring for abortion, but a federal judge granted us a temporary injunction against this attack on our right of conscience. The battle is not over, but our Savior is not dead. The One who conquered death will continue to protect us against the schemes of the evil one.

What an encouragement the prayers of Jesus have been to me this week. What a beautiful reminder that I can stand confident in who God has called me to be, even when it causes the world to hate me. I can remain steady in God’s truth, experience the joy that comes from remaining in Christ, and allow God to receive the glory — no matter the outcome.

“I am praying not only for these disciples but also for all who will ever believe in me through their message. I pray that they will be one, just as you and I are one — as you are in me, Father, and I am in you. And may they be in us so that the world will believe you sent me.” – John 17:13-21

STAND TALL AND GIVE GOD GLORY IN EVERY SITUATION.

Jesus has called us to bring the message of God’s love to the world around us regardless of how they respond to that message. There will be times when our message is rejected or times when we are treated unfairly because of our faith, but it is okay because we do not belong to this world. Our eternal rewards will far outweigh any earthly praise and position we could attain here on earth. So let’s stand tall on the podium of life, giving God the glory in every situation. Whether we are receiving applause or criticism, congratulations or rejection, let’s stand in confidence for the One who PRAYED FOR US before he DIED FOR US.

Do not be surprised, my brother, if the world hates you. – 1 John 3:13

Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. – 1 Peter 4:12-13

O God, listen to my cry!
Hear my prayer!
From the ends of the earth,
I cry to you for help
when my heart is overwhelmed.
Lead me to the towering rock of safety,
for you are my safe refuge,
a fortress where my enemies cannot reach me.
Let me live forever in your sanctuary,
safe beneath the shelter of your wings! – Psalm 61:1-4